So far so good .

Trying to stay focus as I can .

Trying to stay strong whenever I can .

Oh yes ,

I'm in a confusing state .

I'm trying to follow the flow ...

Hopefully I can .

Being not been loved by someone ..

It's totally a difficult thing that I can cope .

It's really hard for me .

I can be sad and happy at the same time .

I can even be happy , sad and angry at the same time .

I don't even know myself .

I don't even know how to start my life .

Welcome to the world .

I've been blind .

The world now is cruel .

P.S : I REALLY DO LOVE YOU DARLING .