Simply leaving you like that I don't think I can .

I'm not mature enough to think wisely .

I can't make up my mind .

What the hell am I thinking .

I know leaving the shit out of me it's really not fucking me .

I can't

Mixed feeling I'm having is on and off .

Sometime , I want to be independent but I can't .

But , I have to encourage myself in anyway I can .

I believe whatever I do , I do it for me .

I can't always depend on others to support me as well .

Problems coming in after one another .

Supporting myself is always what I do .

It's hard to have a perfect relationship when one doesn't co-operate .

Each time I know , we won't make it ......

I keep lying to myself that I can do it .

I would make it .

But making things up alone , doesn't make a different .

It takes two hand to clap ...

I'm trying hard .

I'm trying really really hard right now .

After years I've been together , why not this last chance .........

Hopefully it'll works .

P.S : Pray hard people .