Well , in a difficult situation .

I know , i can't do this alone .

I need guidance for me to get me back on track

To meet someone along my life .

Maybe in a future time .

I'm not ready for anything yet ..

Only god know how much I love him .

I can't deny anything .

I'm stupid enough to let everything go ..

I need to get away from my life for awhile .

I can't think this way ..

Maybe, there's something lacking in myself .

I have to find it for my own sake ...

I don't need happiness from anyone .

I don't need love from anyone .

I just need myself to be back on track ......

I used to be happy .

Dependable on someone I really love .

I miss him being himself ...

I know people change ..

"Relaku Pujuk - Spider"

I can never forget this song ...

Forever .................

Cause he used to sing this song everywhere ....

P.S : I MISS HIM SO MUCH ......... HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABY .