SILENCE

Two weeks of holidays had past .
Clearly , I haven't wasted every opportunity yet .
Lots of plans has been made by friends.
Boyfriend .
Although I know he is busy with work .
Awesome !

Exam results will release on 31st of March 2010.
Excited ? Yeap !
Scared ? Definitely Yes !
Worried ? Also yes.
I had these mixed feeling la.

Being with Hashik during his NS days
and now is way way different.
I'm happier now.
He started working and start to earn more than wasting money.
His first few months have make him realise tho .
I've been telling him to save and stuff
He won't listen to me.
Till the days when he really need money .
That's when he realise it.

Now ,
He can save plus he can buy things that he wanted to .
Lots of plans been coming thru our minds.

We've been planning of having our next step of relationship.
But I don't think so la.
Still schooling .
Hashik still stabilizing his work , family and me.
Plus me having in his family ?
I'm creating more stress .
I do love his family.
Especially his nephews and niece .
I think I'm not ready for it yet.
Slowly but surely.
Insya Allah.

I didn't tell this to my family.
Cause I know, my mum definitely will tell me to do it.
So, I keep it as a secret.
Shhh .

xoxo
-Nadiah-

P.S : Aku tak tahu masak laa .