SILENCE

Holiday gonna end soon . .
School drawing nearer and nearer . .
Mood right now : BORED !
Loads of stories to tell ..
It's gonna be long entry ..
Tkmo Boring eh !

Played PS2 Games with Fairuz just now.
I'm so addicted to this game , called MONSTER vs ALIEN
Whenever I had a chat with lala , there's always an interruption
Sorry teks !
That game is so calling me to play ..
I can't stop doing this mission ..
I have to finish it !
LOL !
By the way , tetek ! Thanks for your advice.
It did work you know..
:)
I love you Mean Girls !
FATdiana You too La !

Countdown ?
2010 ?
It is really gonna be 2010 ..
Time goes so fast till I didn't even realised that I've wasted a lot .
Wasted doing mistakes that weren't supposed to be .

Hashik ORD is drawing nearer too !
How excited can I be ?
TOO EXCITED !
2 more months I have to endure .
Then , wallah !
I can spent time with him the way I wanted to ..
2 YEARS of Suffering/ness.
How can I not suffer ?
I do miss him alot.

In 2010 ,
I'm gonna be 21 years old.
What shall I plan ahead ?
Should I just follow the flow ?
Loads of my friends are already working .
Finding their ways of surviving in life.
Growing up independently ..
Jealous ?!
Nope ! Not at all .. Happy for them , cause they deserve it .
They deserve what they wanted in life, and I'm happy for them.
As for me,
Well , not sure yet .
Hashik ? Has decided what to do after NS .
And i'll always be a supportive GF + Friend = WIFE ?!
LOL ! (Macam paham WIFE)
Yeah . I'll always be your side dear .
:)

It's a long journey
I guess ..
Many of my friends relationship goes BYE BYE .
Well ,take it as takda jodoh .
In fact , 5 of my friends who had a serious relationship went all the way down .
Well , I don't know.
I'm too scared ..
Too scared to face the reality .
Too scared , what if one day Hashik is not there for me anymore.

Doesn't mean that I've known Hashik for years ,
we'll be together forever .
I didnt judge it that way .
It's all in god hands.
I do love Hashik , I really do .
It's just that , kalau kita da tkde jodoh .
Nak buat macam mane kan .

Whatever it is ..
Wish me luck to stay strong with Hashik .
Insya allah sampai ke jengjeng pelamin .
*issit jengjeng or jingjang ?

Insya allah ..
XOXO
Love Nadiah