SILENCE

Hey! I love you more and more.. It's a fun day 4 me today, when out with Hashik and we when to buy my baju for graduation day celebration. It's so confusing.. I don't know which one should i choose for my Graduation day. Hashik choose alot of colour for me. Even lime green.. I don't even like that colour at all! Green make me look fat. I know I'm fat, and it may look more fatter.. I don't like it.
After, shoping my clothes we decided to eat at Long john sliver. It's been so long we didn't eat Long john.. I really miss it!

For the moment, I'm thinking about Hashik going to National Service! How am I going to cope with everything? We have make a deal about not meeting each other for 1 week. But it failed. And I don't know how i would react if he had to go to his NS.

I would cry like a baby mad girl looking for her lost milk. I'm soooooo not ready for it! Totally! I've been with him since last year and we manage to remain it for 1year and 5 months. That was a long journey. We've been gone thru ups and down together, and now I need to wait for him like 2 years!
Hopefully I can do it for Hashik sake. It's all about the matter of my heart to accept it or not.. I'm really not ready for everything. Even Aslina and Fadhil can't even get separated with each other..4 days has past, they still miss each other. Then, how about me? How I feel??
Tak kesian ke aku ni?

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