Yeah . . .

Sorry for the super late up

dates .

Introducing - Akhbar .

I've known him for quite a while . . . Been friends with him for like 2 and half years .

Didn't did I expect we'll be so close and slowly up to the next level of our relationship .

He is great .
It's easier for me to talk to him . .

Even-though there's argue and such ...... I know , we'll still go thru this together .

Insya allah ........

With the bless of our parents .

We might go to the next level of our relationship ..

See you soon

I think it's better .

I just couldn't take it anymore .

I think now , is the best that I could do NOW

Thanks a lot .

I'm sad .

I don't know what to do .

I'm scared .

I NEED A BREAK RIGHT NOW .

Go away from people ...

I'm can't answer all the unanswered question .

I'm fucking sad right now .

I need a fucking break ...

I just couldn't take this any longer ...

WHAT ?!

Breaking down .....

How am I suppose to be strong .................................?

where else , I still treat him as my boyfriend ...

I'm trying to be strong , but I think I will ...

I can't

But I hope ..

Depends everything is not something to me .

I want to ...... I hope to .......

He is the person I want to live with ...

Losing him is ................................................................

It's the only way I can do .

I don't understand what's happening between us .

I don't understand what's going on .

What does everything means ?

I like it .

What happened this few days is what I like ..

I can never forget .

I hope everything is gonna be fine ..

I couldn't understand what I'm doing .

Why I'm doing this ?

Super tired day .

Today , when shopping again , and it's super hot ......

Even though I'm trying to move on .

Still i'll drop from the bottom .

I still love you , how can I not forget you just like that .

You are my life .

I can be strong , but I'm not strong enough to stand up straight .

It really takes time for me to built up everything .

I know I can .

But I still need motivation in everything .

I still need opinion , feedbacks .

I need all those things to bring me up ...

:) Look at the bright side at least .

P.S : I can't say it everywhere , here is the only place I can filled up my spaces .. I MISS YOU .

I MISS YOU SO MUCH , darling .

Everything in every way is incomplete in my life .

Shouldn't I need to motivate myself when I'm in this situation .

p.s : I still love you very much .